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I quarrel with her all the time because she can't forgive me for the mistakes made in the past even though I apologized 100 times, she also told me, that she told me about my problems with friends, that we were together after 3 years because of me, and this made this hatred of me grow especially after telling him certain things about me chinalovecupid reviews.

We argued because I put smoking in the first place (according to her) after 3 and a half years I removed the habit believing that this was the problem, and I state that I smoked a cigarette a week in front of her because she wanted it so, but it is not enough, now she doesn't want me to go out in the afternoon not even to have a coffee with a friend otherwise she leaves me, tried 100 times to leave me telling me that she doesn't love me but I cry in front of her all the time, then I try to leave her at least 3 times and despite everything he told me that he does not love me and he does not care about me, I leave her and he looks for me telling me that his heart beats I forgive her and after a year I find myself in this spiral and she told me that she would change and to give her another chance, now she is remaking everything she did before again, sorry for misspelling but I hope you can give me some advice on what to do.